Crap!

All of us get these impulses to do stuff- crazy stuff, funny stuff, idiotic stuff, dumb stuff, just anything which we wouldn't have normally done. Impulses could lead us to the best of what we are good at and best doesn't always have to be right. I haven't ever been a subtle person, I never tried to be. But then there was this idea which somehow buried itself deep inside my mind, just like inception. It doesn't feel very convincing at first but then you start getting an urge to give it a try. Watching movies isn't a big deal, it never is. But when you watch a movie which starts playing with your mind, somehow puts you in a world of its own where rules don't matter, you start feeding on your urges.

I wish everything wasn't this complicated, and then I watched this film which somehow made my wish true. The feeling however momentary was like the initial spark and all those longings which my mind had so carefully put aside started rebelling. I read a book and after I was done reading it, a thought unrelated to anything in the book started hammering my skull, desperate to get noticed among all the other totally insane ideas trying to make themselves felt, significant but insane.

And however we may choose to confuse destiny with coincidence, it is our will that turns them into reality. What is destiny but a huge chain of impulses that ultimately lead to what should have happened. But we chose what should have happened and when it did we had no idea about the boring day several months earlier when our brains decided that this was what we had wanted all along.