Phew :D

Ever had a tiresome day? If I tell you it wasn't a rhetoric question you'd probably want to slap me for that. So what do people normally do when they are tired? There could be almost infinite ways to get yourself relaxed, some of them pretty mundane and others totally crazy. The point being that no one wants to be stuck in a loop, machines however find it pretty amusing and so do dogs- chasing my tail doesn't feel quite interesting to me, maybe because I don't have a tail. Getting drunk is one way to forget your troubles but then its temporary and its something anyone would do. Jumping off a building on the other hand is totally crazy but a permanent solution if you die by the end of your journey to the ground floor. So why doesn't everyone start swallowing rat poison when they are too bored of their lives? Maybe because they don't want a permanent solution after all, maybe because at the end of the day they know that boredom is a part of life. It's like skipping parts of life you don't like and enjoying the better parts in slow motion. So in the end when you know you are going to die, all you want to show is a life with the boring parts you tried to cover up. As if you made mess of a painting and because you didn't feel proud of certain parts you hid them with white paint. Unless you are a very selfish person, I would suggest you scratch off the white paint and start living what you deserve.